Hell to the NO! I’m doing okay with the eating part but the activity is pretty absent. I’ve had a pretty stressful week. My oldest son has been out of school the whole week. He had a boil on his face of all places that made his face swell up to 3 times it’s size. The doctor almost admitted him to the hospital on Monday but decided to try antibiotics first. I’ve been back and forth to the doctor with him all week. Where I live the doctor is no hop, skip and jump. Thankfully he is doing much better now. Just trying not to get everyone infected. I have not been feeling so hot either. I just feel runned down. I go, go, go, go for everyone but I am not taking care of myself. I am losing sleep right now just writing this blog but it is very helpful for me to get this out. I’m not supposed to have a period right now b/c of breastfeeding and the type of pill I am on but I spontaneously started a few days ago and boy is it a bummer. Haven’t had one since Dec. 08′ and I just feel like shit! I’m wondering if my pill isn’t working or effective. I do not know what I would do if I got pregnant again. I may just lose my mind! My hair is still falling out. I think it’s hormones from having the baby and stress. I just need to breathe and not sweat the small stuff I guess.
I bought me a digital scale tonight. That will give me a more accurate weight every week. And I need to start weighing in every week. I will re-measure myself in about three weeks so I need to get cranked up! I want to be under 200 by the summer, well now middle of the summer, so I definitely need to get moving. I can’t keep pushing back the date or before I know it, it will be by Halloween…..then Thanksgiving….then Christmas. Nope, need to have a clear picture of what I’m doing here. No more hiding from myself.
Will be gorgeous this weekend. Perfect opportunity to get out and about and move my ass. Even though I feel under the weather and crappy I have to push through this. Life is happening whether I’m fat or thin - need to get with it!